I could no longer differentshape from dream and reality. All of these is like a dream. a nightmare, to be specifec. A person, who's always giving a good impression turns out to be a person whom people would hate generally. ,

Replies(:

For those who message me, i couldn't reply for some reason and i shall reply you here(:
Hui Juan: hahah ok thanks for the concern i will fix a date with you soon(:
Luke: Yea, fine. thanks(:
Kar Wei: Yea, i know i saw her FB profile.
Alex: No. Not angry liao. Which school you go to?

Finally(:

Days in the hospital made me figured out something. All thanks that him, th nurse.(: In order to move on, we've to put down those unhappiness.

KK Hospt.

Hello~ long time no post liao. hahah, cus no time. Bro was admitted to hospital. It all started on 22december. Woke up around 10plus and bro started whining that his stomach pain. Ask me to help him off the fan, and he started vomitting. Ew, gross he vomitted on the bed. So mom brought him to the clinic and the doctor concluded that it's appendicitis based on the symtoms. He issued a letter to KKH and we waited for dad to fetch us there. They couldn't assume that it's appendicitis as the pain was severe and his fever had dropped. Hence, he's kept in the hospital for observation. Had his blood tested. Reached home quite late.

Day2.
went to the hospital so damn early. tired. bro went for ultrascan at 10plus and the report was out. It seems that his appendix was swollen and his white blood cells is higher then the red blood cells. The doctor says that the chances of appendicitis is very high. And urge to have him operated asap. Ayah, appendix also not important to the body. it is redundant to the body anw. But it's the process of surgery mom's worrying about. then had him operated at 2.30pm. it ended at around 5plus. surgeon showed the picture of his organs to us. Disgusting. But the liver is very nice. Looks soft and silky. Bro was pushed out of the operating theatre. Saw his facial exppression felt so heartbroken. Nose very sour~.~ i'm so supprised that i actually felt that way. cant exppress it out, cus it's kinda mushy. saddist. nvm it's ok, everything's over :D
Today went for visiting came back, going there again later. byes!(:

Foyer(:

Yo! i'm back from NewLife-foyer.^^ left the house at 2.15 and waited for priscilla. That woman is seriously slow, not only slow but damn slow. Waited until 2.45 hahah, but it's ok^^ WHOOOOOTS, she brought Apple ^^ she's damn cute! hahah. Before that, no one totally have any idea if dogs were allowed in. But easter ask me to ask her bring along apple if dogs weren't allow to enter, i'll have to accompany her home to put her dog back =.= Good^^ they're allowed.(:

Saw esther and daniel?( hopefully i got that right) afterthat kelly came, seriously, couldn't recognise her. changed so much after a while. hahah, she and pris played guitar. Have no mood. Stomach cramp. Marcus ong was there too. and they played some games. while priscilla and me played with apple. HOHOHOHOHO.^^ Then Andy came, No wait, actually i'm not sure is kelly or andy cam first, anw, both of them came. Kelly gave a brochure and asked us to go for her church event. 21st NewLife also have outing. Yong xin invited me to her church on saturday. Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! finally gotten my freedom. Mom being too strict last week and easier this week^^ Played jenga with daniel, esther, marcus, andy using feet while pris, easter and sien go vista. Fun ttm. Shimin came afterwards^^ 5.15 dad called, gotta go home. came online, there's like 6 person talking to me in msn in a shot and KT, shimin, amanda talked to me in facebook. obviously i talked to KT the most, cus she is in london and came online awhile. hahah. till here ^^

KIMJONGHYUN♥

He's freakin hot. Starting to like him♥ But it's still taemin in the 1st place^^

SHINEE!♥

BORED!

Bored. The best word to describe my day. Last week, couldn't even go out at all. Mom's being too strict on me, weird. It's not weird on her being too strict, it's the sudden of her being to strict. because of that, i've to cancel those outings with them. it's .. GRRRRR. Manage to save one of the outing. I did some negotiation with her, and dealed. ^^ so Last week, only went out one time. But it's better than none. No, it should be two times, the other time is went to school.
Till here(:

Happy Birthday to Onew!

SAENG-il CHU-kah HAM-ni-dah,

SAENG-il CHU-kah HAM-ni-dah,

SA-rang Ha-neun Onew ,

SAENG-il CHU-kah HAM-ni-dah

Happy birthday Lee JinKit!:D♥ Onew!♥

New start.

Yingru(:
hi peeps, it has been sucha long time ever since i've blogged. I've deleted the old blog and created a new one. i'll start a brand new year, 2011:D the new year where becoming a better person, being more attentive in class, start studying, and start planning things whereas i wouldn't be fretting when time comes. so having things planned would be better rather then preparing everything in the last minute. I'll also start taking down notes, filing my worksheets into file instead of squashing them into my bag.(: deal. i've changed the way i typed basically with the help of KT and Tay Hui Juan (: Hui juan says she couldn't understand what am i talking with that kind of typing so i tried to change my way of typing by typing out the correct word. Karina would ignore me if i typed that kind of words. so.. ya, changed the way i typed. well, i will stop till here, Bye!(: